Love is just a lyric in a children's rhyme!

Wow.

All this time and all these changes and I am still the same pathetic girl who can't hold her emotions and whose ability to articulate is far worse than anyone knows.

Three months (give or take what you will) until I graduate.

Leaving highschool will be the most liberating thing ever.

Hmmmm.

Last post ever? Probably not. Last post for another six months? Perhaps.

You really don't think I care.

Who has the patience for this?
It's been a long run, love, and you are only human.

Remembering November and December, staring at the parking lot and thinking
god.

Don't worry. I will.

Liar.

zzz.

God I'm so wired, I don't know what possessed me to drink a can of Mountain Dew at 2am. Seriously, I am fucking TWEAKING OUT. Arrrrrrgggghhhhhhh.

...

-tweaks out-

Styx, you bastard...s? Hm, how would you address a band? Styx, you men? That would make sense, although a band is one entity...wait, let me think...an army...Okay. GAR, you bastards! GAR, you bastard! Yeah, definitely as a plural...thinger...ahem. That is to say...
uh...I don't remember what I was going to say.
Actually...maybe...maybe the singular thinger WOULD work? O_o Depending on how the person was using it...like, "The GAR is such..." no, nevermind. "The GAR are such bastards" would definitely be the way it would

I AM NOT TALKING ABOUT GRAMMAR. :|

I'M KILROY.

Don't leave me on dry land!

Hmmm, hmmm, hmmm, I think I'm going to go to sleep now.

I keep getting a bunch of ideas for stories and then...it...doesn't...work. Grah.

So, tomorrow. Harry Potter. Fifth movie. [paraphrase here]

God, I'm going to go insane waiting for July 21st.
Of course there's that whole problem of finding my way to a Borders. 8D;
That and the old piece of crap car not dying on the way. >_>
(-cough- I suppose I should mention that the last Harry Potter book comes out the 21st. Avoid the internet for the next couple months and all the resulting insanity should die down a little. Maybe.)

OH MY wait nevermind. My computer clock says it's 6:45 AM but in fact, it is only 3. I just about had a heart attack.
...only three.

Fuck you, FUNimation. You are neither FUN nor...imation.
Sincerely,
Pissed off Person of...Omnipotence.
POPO!
roflrofl.
(Why is the word Popo making me laugh so incredibly hard right now?
Hm...maybe because it makes me think of pope. And popes are funny?
Or maybe it's the crack.)

Okay, Emma, no more computer until you've acquired a few hours of sleep.

Aaaand it's a post.

YOU! Shut up during the movie!
Don't make me smack you.
Duct tape is your friend.

Sweetheart, sweetheart.
Down, girl.

Please please please for the love of GOD stop talking about Kansas.
Cause you know...I really want to go back, too...except for you, it's a reality.

School starts again in three weeks.
...three weeks?
Fuck.

Y'know, some days I just don't feel like listening to you.
I know. It's sad.
But there's always tomorrow,
no need to throw a fit.

I'm so afraid of everything.

What board game are you really good at?  Really bad at?

Risk. Monopoly.
...actually, I'm pretty miserable at both of them, because I have no attention span.
Well, that's a lie, I DO have an attention span, but after playing a game for an hour I tend to lose interest.

Pah, what is this?
This is madness.
Madness?
THIS IS SPARTAAAAA!
...yeah, still haven't seen 300.

On the other hand, Transformers?
Yeah.
Just...just YEAH.

Ahem, let's do this again.
Pah, what is this?
Focusing would surely help but...
eh.

I need to write some poetry.
Or some...something that doesn't suck.
Of course I guess that means I need to go back to school,
because it seems that's the only place I ever write or draw anything worth writing or drawing.
Bah.

What could possibly drive you to do that?
I don't think I want to understand.

It would seem compassion and cruelty are both endless.
I wonder if that's pessimistic or optimistic or human?

OH. OH. MANCALA.
Mancala is awesome.

Ahem ahem.

Hm, my summer's been predictably empty.

You are so damn beautiful it hurts.

Hm, hm, hm.

I'm trying...
Actually, I'm not. Nevermind.

God, I meant to go to sleep at 12 tonight. Now it's 4:15 and my eyes are going ARGH!
My sleeping schedule =/= good.

Frank...what's wrong? You're not quitting, are you? At least tell us. Please.

Anatomy? Composition? Perspective? Other things?
Pfft, all I need for an excellent drawing is a tophat and :|.

What time is your alarm clock set for?  Do you use the snooze button?

Hmmm, hmmm, well, either 6:40 or 7:00, depending on if I need to take a shower. That's during the school year. During the summer, I mostly sleep until...well...rather late. XD

So, hey, what's up, Vox?! -makes stupid gesture with hands- It's like, totally been way too long, man. I've been on the move, ya know, and wrackin' up points on Guitar Hero, like totally wicked, ja? Huhuh.

Ahem. That is to say, I've been busy packing since the end of May and have been unpacking for a couple weeks. During that time I've managed to fall in love with Star Wars again (and pretty damn hard, might I add). I've also managed to get addicted to Guitar Hero in the span of four days. XD I'm already working on the Hard career mode and it is, indeed, hard. XDD I can barely scrape 3 stars on crap like Shout...to? at? the Devil, Mother, and...well...those other songs. I still haven't been able to beat Woman, but I only started Hard last night at midnight, so I'd say I'm doing all right. XD It's hard to resist going back to the Easy mode and beating it with 5 stars on each song because DAMN IT I want to BUY THOSE GUITARS but Easy is like...:|

Just like that.

A few days ago my parental unit and her newly wed...dude...man thing (more commonly known as Mr. Man) took me to the circus for the first time. It was pretty spiffy, I must admit, although I was distracted the entire time by wondering what the performers were like and thinking about Ghost Boy (can't remember the author's name at the moment) and I almost started crying when the elephants came out. They were so scarred. A lot of them had stars burned into their butts, and knowing that at some point they were abused like that was so sad. Ugh, and their eyes were so gentle. CONRAAAADDDDD! -flail-

AHA! My sister finally installed KOTOR II into her computer (she got it last summer XD) and I FINALLY GOT MY LIGHTSABER! GLEE! -dances- It's green and double-bladed. :B Makes for nice damage.

...wow, did I seriously ramble about GUITAR HERO for a PARAGRAPH? All right, nevermind. I'm gonna go......listen to Elephant Bones and want to play Guitar Hero. >_>

Yeah, so, it's been a while, huh, Voxers?

...oh yeah, this is why I don't post.
........

So it's officially mother's day ova here...lmfao, I can't concentrate. Why am I writing this?

The more I write in my LJ, and in my Vox, the more I realize that I really, desperately need a diary, so that I don't have to smooth over the truth and adjust things to make it more presentable to the general public.

I s'pose it would be appropriate to write about my mother now.
...
......
Well...
...
I don't know.
Where to start? What to say?
She did her best.

I really wish I could talk to somebody.

I have several letters piling up in my room, which I intended to send out a month and a half ago.
Woo?

And you may break his body but never him.

Let's compare our pasts,
weigh them against each other.

Good songs make me feel good.
Believe it. Or not.

How was your weekend?
Oh, the usual, goin' clubbin', escapin' the paparrazi.
Ah, should've expected as much from you.
Our brief conversations are so great.

Summer, here I come.
Stop teasing me.